niggaz gon h8

people love me and people will hate me but i don't even care anymore, honestly

Looking back, I've lost so many people throughout this year but I look around now and I've gained so much more than I could have asked for.

I can feel myself growing up, but I know I am still extremely young. I love the place in life that I'm at, and the people I've surrounded myself with just encourage that feeling.

Last night talking to Danny really made me realize how lucky we truly are, just to have each other. Because love rules everything. and relationships are key to being happy.

People who just hate me for unknown reasons would have gotten to me a year ago. but now I honestly just don't care, I'm so comfortable with who I am and where I'm at. My friends are all I need, and just being in a short relationship showed me that. Especially that a boyfriend is exactly the thing I DON'T need right now.

 

that being said, I know 2009 will bring better things than this year has known. I know every person since the dawn of time has said this on New Year's but who gives a shit?  There's nothing we can do now that millions of people haven't done before us.

fuck it all, cheers to a new year<3

issues

Are myspace pictures with 12-year-old girls painting their boyfriends' names all over their bodies HONESTLY socially acceptable? and in fact, socially embraced?!

Isn't it bad enough that these young girls have internationally accessible web pages, bad x2 that they hardly wear any clothing on the pictures they post, and bad x3 that they openly broadcast their whereabouts and daily life stories?

I guess it's just an alternative, parallel lifestyle to the one I lived when I was younger. not to say that I'm old now, but I suppose I'm just more mature and I realize that I know better

Second issue on my mind:

I was at Disneyworld Saturday and riding the rides, I realized how far we've come in just the past 10 years that have passed since I found those same rides fascinating as a little kid. 

Our technology now is so much better than it was when I first rode those rides. Since, they've refurbished, remodeled, and rewired EVERYTHING. Creativity and engineering, hand in hand, have put together the best fantasy world. Kids these days have such a great thing to look forward to, especially because technology is getting better every day

but then again, with every progress, we are left with a larger margin of error; more places and times and ways to go wrong. More technology can be incredibly useful, but it does have a common twist of danger.

I guess the grass will always be greener on the other side