I turn the key in the ignition, just to be blasted with the first...er, chords, of that infamous song with zombie werewolves and moon-walking all in the same video.
Normally, I’d be pissed to listen to the radio station my mom never remembers to turn down and turn off. But today, I actually find a big pit of what can be referred to as sadness inside of my 16-year-old heart. I find myself not only continuing to listen to the generic radio morning show, but also keeping the volume at an obnoxious decibel as they have an entire Michael Jackson marathon.
The previous evening--a day that shall be lived in infamy!--at the crisp age of 50, MJ, the King of Pop, succumbed to cardiac arrest.
At first, I received a Tweet saying that he was dead. I hopped up and flipped on CNN to witness Wolf Blitzer interviewing seemingly random and insignificant Joe Shmo’s of the MJ fan base. And at that time, the death had not been confirmed but by golly, they had pictures of his hospital transportation.
Well, within the hour TMZ (or the L.A. Times) confirmed that he was. Who trusts CNN anymore anyways?
I was moving furniture around and pasting glow-in-the-dark stars on my ceiling after my walls had been freshly painted a mint green. Maybe it’s just one of those moments that, in 20, 30 years, I’ll recall, “Oh, grandkiddies, when Michael Jackson died, I remember exactly what I was doing....” You know, a catastrophe on the same scale as 9/11.
But in all honesty, it was a pretty tragic day. Child molestation and abuse scandals and everything else aside, MJ was undoubtedly the King of Pop. And everybody loved him, from his debut as a little black boy with an enormous and powerful voice, to the era of his gloves and trademark glasses, all the way up until he died with white skin and relaxed hair in the beginning of the equally-evolving 21st century.
He’s filled a generation gap, or at least between my mom and I. Upon hearing about his death, she got nostalgic and opened up to me a bit. She told me she owned his vinyl record and his cassette tapes for her very first Walkman during college. We determined that “Billy Jean” was his greatest hit. These are things I never think about or even think to discuss with her; these things draw generations closer in many cases.
Most people, as they say, are more popular after their deaths. Well, maybe that’s just because death is like a filter, and we need to stand back to see the bigger picture. While the passing of such a phenomenon is undeniably a sad thing to see, it’s obviously inevitable that we’ll move on in our direct lives. Sometimes it just takes an incident like this to happen in order to connect the dots in a meaningful or relevant way, or to put valuable things in perspective.