don't press my face to the floor and call it a ceiling

first day back at school today and i guess it couldn't have been any better. not that i was anticipating some great day, i mean come on, it's school for Christ's sake.

I guess I've realized how near impossible it is for me to move, to think, and to just breathe in the environment I'm in at my school.

I'm surrounded by a void of creativity and a lack of wanting to learn. Everybody is just moaning and groaning about their lackluster grades when they don't even try and when they sign up for bullshit classes, and I'm really sick of listening to that crap.

People call me lucky for my straight A's, but that's because I work my butt off to put myself in the academic place that I'm in.

See, I have goals and aspirations and unlike most that I'm surrounded by, I'm actively chasing these things. I want to go somewhere in life and I'm not gonna whine when I know I'm not giving a single effort.

I'm just sick of people surrounding me with their negativity. My school has this "ughhh" atmosphere and I mean honestly, or at least for me, school isn't all that bad except for having to wake up early.. I actually enjoy most of my classes and even if I don't, I still try my very hardest to do well in them. 

I just really wanna get outta this small, twat town so I can start living a better life. This is as good as it gets around here, but I want more than what I'm enclosed in